kishy weekend..

I must spend this weekend with feelings that i can not explain, what exactly it is. Drowning in my job which I don't know when it will end, but I still can not understand all the things. Truly, what is going on? I don't even know if I can hold on or should I giving up to this situation? I need it clearly explain to me. But no one wants to help. So far, I don't understand. I want to cry out load so everyone listen and let me know everything that I want to know. But, how could I? Maybe I'm unworthy to get it. Hem.. Let this feeling be mine..