What a holiday!

Hem.. Yesterday was a holiday.. and it means fun, fun, fun.. I was going to Bogor with manda and his office friend (udak yudi and mba lyla).

frankly..

I miss my college friend.. ~_~ hiks.. hiks..
when i looked to their picture, this feeling comes out my mind.. I miss them..
I remembered when I was a university student. I miss them all.

I am who i am..

I’m still thinking about the lunch time this afternoon. Not about what was served at a table, but the story while we were eating made me think a lot. This story was begun when a friend ask to another friend about her dating last week with her ‘rich’ boyfriend. She felt that their relationship won’t last long, because of the differences between them. Her boyfriend brought her to his house and met the family. The conversation and the family condition (maybe) made my friend not convince about her relationship. At some point of the conversation, I found that she was not honest with the family, and maybe to her self. And it really bothered me a lot. Doesn’t it set a mind at rest when we just tell the truth to everyone and to ourselves? If her boyfriend’s family don’t want to accept her as a whole her, for me it doesn’t matter. It will be better then someday they know who she really is and all her lies. After all, this stuff teaches me about how to be my self wherever I am and with whomever I talk to. It makes me remember about a quote I ever wrote on a piece of paper and stick it on my monitor. That is “Never be ashamed to tell people who you are.” Hope this will always be planted in my heart.

Get ill..

I can't stand any longer. I've got headache and cold. Difficult to sneeze makes me suffer. And the worst thing of all, I must finish company monthly report and model service weekly report. I'm really suffer right now. I can't continue this. I want to go home and take a bed rest. But it feels like the clock moves so slowly. God, help me. I can't do it anymore. I'm tizzy. Should i come office tomorrow? I hope not. I hope i can get well soon.