Tuesday, February 23, 2010

End of Note

Posted by tika at 5:06 PM 0 comments
"Bye.. bye blog.."

Blog Hibernate mode : oN

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Perenungan di sore hari..

Posted by tika at 3:16 PM 0 comments
Sebenernya aku bingung harus ngapain skarang.. Pengen banget bisa ngobrol tapi sekarang lg ga ada orang yang bisa diajak ngobrol. Huff.. Kali ini pikiranku sedang berkelana membayangkan apa yang akan terjadi di BDP nanti. I'm still waiting, not starting yet. Apalagi selama pendidikan 1tahun pertama. Hmm.. I pray for God will give me stragth to face it. Give me courage to face all The Giants that will come in my way. Help me God. Berserah mungkin adalah obat mujarab skarang, sambil mempersiapkan hati untuk menyambut esok datang. I believe that You've give me this chance, You've started something new in my live so that I believe You will help me to go trough this all. I do surrander God. I really do.

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Masih bertanya-tanya..

Posted by tika at 4:52 PM 0 comments
Kenapa yah, orang menyampaikan harapanya malah dibilang "ngeluh"? kenapa begitu??? I'm not agree. I want to argue but sudahlah! Gak ada gunanya. I hate this, really. I hate this feeling, when I feel I couldn't express free. Give back my freedom of expression. GIVE IT BACK TO ME! PLEASE! I beg you!

Monday, January 25, 2010

Dag.. Dig.. Dug..

Posted by tika at 3:34 PM 0 comments
Huumm.. I'm feeling chaos in my mind and my heart. What a weird ambience. Maybe because today I've signed contract with other company without firstly resign from my old office. So, officialy, My status is still employee in my old company. Actually, I will begin in new company on March, so thank God, I still have time following resign procedure which is I could resign from the company 1 month after give my resign application to HR Department.
I've made my Resignation Letter, but I don't hand it yet to HR. Hopefully, I can do that as soon as possible.
Help me God so that all of it will run smoothly.

My own Quote of the day:
" Hope I've made a right decision. Because I know that what I take today will influence my life ahead."

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Two thumbs up for digsby (so far..)

Posted by tika at 1:58 PM 2 comments
I'm just starting using digsby as my IM provider (if i can say so). And so far, i give two thumbs up for it. d^_^b.. It makes it easy to see all updates (from IMs, emails, facebook and twitter). I can log on to it all with just one click, and this really helpfull. Hem, but I still hope I can get notification from my blog too (but it is not necessery, of course). If Digsby developer read this unimportant note one day, I really hope they will think about it.

my digsby..

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Lomo result..

Posted by tika at 11:40 AM 0 comments
I took this pictures using LOMO disderi 3 lens on monday November 30th..

Way to office


My -crowded- office


When i was waiting for 86


Picture above ^^ because lack of light, i edit it!

not too bad.. but need improve much ^_*
i'm not going to quite this fast..

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Happy Birthday TO: My Ex. Girl FR

Posted by tika at 2:38 PM 0 comments
When I arrived office this morning, there was a plate of cookies. I thought today must be someone's birthday. And That's it, Mba Ita's 30th birhday. Before we all went to take lunch, Mba Ita received present from his ex boyfriend (Upsss.. ). A cake and flower, with written card:





Huhu.. A so-sweet husband, I think.

Anyway, Thank's mba Ita for the cake. It's delicious! ^_^v
Happy 30th birhday.. Hope your dreams will come true. And happy waiting for the first baby..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Mas Sigit & Dini 's Wedding.. (on and after)

Posted by tika at 1:56 PM 0 comments
Last Saturday, Mas Sigit and Dini commemorated their wedding. And I attended the party with manda and his friends (Mba Fitri, Mas Ai, Mba Lyla, Udak Yudi and Jawir).

At Mas Sigit Wedding
(Left-Right: Me, Mba Lyla, Mba Fitri, Mas Sigit, Dini, Manda, Jawir, Udak, Mas Ai)

We had alot of fun that saturday. From Mas Sigit party, we, then, continued our trip to Puncak. Actually We were planned to go to see Kebun Teh. But because a traffic jamp, We decided to go to Safari Malam. Many animals live there. Thank God, I could see them. Some of them are very cute but some are scary.


At Safari Malam (L-R: Jawir, Me, Manda, Mba Fitri, Mas Ai, Mba Lyla) pictured by Udak



At Cimory Resto (dinner time.. ^_^)

and then the trip ended at Cimory Resto..
Hem.. what a trip.. Hope we will have an awsome trip again next time..

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Confuse again..

Posted by tika at 2:43 PM 0 comments
Actually, I'm not in a mood right now. I thought about what I'm going to do next related to my job, and about manda, He acts so waired today. What happen with him? If He has a problem with his job, or anything which is not related to our relation, why he doesn't want to talk to me? Okay, maybe it's privacy. And If it is about our relation? Why he keeps him self in silent mode? I don't even know what is the answer. I asked him if he was oke, he said that he was. Then, I asked again, the answer was still the same. I decide to stop asking the same question. I just hope he really okay. Whatever his problem is, God, Please take care of him.

Monday, December 07, 2009

hey gal, what are you looking for?

Posted by tika at 1:32 PM 0 comments
Today at office, while i'm busy with my work. I thought about a friend. We are friend since she came here in Jakarta. I heard a story about her today that makes my heart cries. She did something that I thought she not supposed to do. I'm wondering, what is she looking for? She is searching for an expatriate, but what for? recognition? or what? I still hope and pray for she can take care of her self and keep away from a dangerous things. God, help her. She needs you alot. If she lost her self acceptance, please let her find it in You.
I hope she will think twice to do something that will harm her life, remember her mom and dad that live far away from her and think about her own future. Most of all, she will remember You as her God and Saviour. Her life is too expensive to be lived unworthy. Help her God. Please.

Monday, November 30, 2009

eL O eM O..

Posted by tika at 12:22 PM 0 comments
After long weekend, now i must go back to reality which is back to work with many task to be done. But, anyway, i don't want to talk about my work but about the new plastic camera named LOMO disderi 3 lens (manda's cam actually.. hehe). I bring it office today.

This is it (sounds like MJ film). A cute cam i ever saw. It is like a toy but the result is unique (at least it was people said). We never know what we've got actually. oke then, i'm going to play with this gadget. Wanna have fun with my new Lomo (my??? nope.. manda's).
have a nice day everyone..

Monday, October 19, 2009

pickpocket.. AGAIN??????!!!

Posted by tika at 10:34 AM 0 comments
I've just reached office this morning, with a question "why i must deal with pickpocket this often?" this morning, when i'm in my journey to go to office, i stood (not set) on the bus. And unfortunately i was stood infront of a pickpocket. Hem, i didn't know actually, but when he act so waired, i can recognize that he is a pickpocket. His arms moved to my bag and i got him. And then, I change my position and try to stare at him.
"I got you this time pickpocket!" that was come in my mind. Thank God, nothing lost from my bag. I've ever been stolen before (at the same bus when i'm going home), and it has made me learn to much. I keep my eye open and try to detect all the waired ambience that comes around me. I promise to my self, that it will never happen again. Help me God, please guard me from pickpocket. I wont deal with one of them again.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Quote of the day..

Posted by tika at 3:21 PM 0 comments
My own quote of the day:
" Maybe i've ever done something wrong, but it doesn't mean i give up to do something better.."
Posted by tika at 2:19 PM 0 comments
ayo anet.. semangaattt.. ^^b

Monday, July 27, 2009

Bambu dan Pakis

Posted by tika at 3:28 PM 0 comments

"Bambu dan Pakis"


Suatu hari, seseorang memutuskan untuk berhenti ... berhenti dari pekerjaannya, berhenti dari hubungannya dengan sesama dan berhenti dari spiritualitasnya. Dia pergi ke hutan untuk bicara dengan Tuhan untuk yang terakhir kalinya. "Tuhan", katanya. "berikan aku satu alasan untuk tidak berhenti?"
Tuhan memberi jawaban yang mengejutkan orang itu."Lihat ke sekelilingmu", kataNya. "Apakah engkau memperhatikan tanaman pakis dan bambu yang ada dihutan ini?""Ya", jawab orang itu


Lalu Tuhan berkata, "Ketika pertama kali Aku menanam mereka, Aku menanam dan merawat benih-benih mereka dengan seksama. Aku beri mereka cahaya. Aku beri mereka air. Pakis-pakis itu tumbuh dengan sangat cepat. Warna hijaunya yang menawan menutupi tanah. Namun, tidak ada yang terjadi dari benih bambu. Tapi, Aku tidak berhenti merawatnya.


Dalam tahun kedua, pakis-pakis itu tumbuh lebih cepat dan lebih banyak lagi. Namun, tetap tidak ada yang terjadi dari benih bambu. Tetapi Aku tidak menyerah terhadapnya. "


"Dalam tahun ketiga tetap tidak ada yang tumbuh dari benih bambu itu, tapi Aku tetap tidak menyerah. Begitu juga dengan tahun ke empat. "


"Lalu pada tahun ke lima, sebuah tunas yang kecil muncul dari dalam tanah. Bandingkan dengan pakis, itu kelihatan begitu kecil dan sepertinya tidak berarti. Namun enam bulan kemudian, bambu ini tumbuh dengan mencapai ketinggian lebih dari 100 kaki. Dia membutuhkan waktu lima tahun untuk menumbuhkan akar-akarnya. Akar-akar itu membuat dia kuat dan memberikan apa yang dia butuhkan untuk bertahan. Aku tidak akan memberikan ciptaanku tantangan yang tidak bisa mereka tangani. "


"Tahukan engkau anakKu, dari semua waktu pergumulanmu, sebenarnya engkau sedang menumbuhkan akar-akarmu? Aku tidak menyerah terhadap bambu itu. Aku juga tidak akan pernah menyerah terhadapmu. "


Tuhan berkata "Jangan bandingkan dirimu dengan orang lain. Bambu-bambu itu memiliki tujuan yang berbeda dibandingkan dengan pakis. Tapi keduanya tetap membuat hutan ini menjadi lebih indah."


"Saat mu akan tiba", Tuhan mengatakan itu kepada orang itu.
"Engkau akan tumbuh sangat tinggi"
"Seberapa tinggi aku harus bertumbuh?" tanyanya.
"Sampai seberapa tinggi bambu-bambu itu dapat tumbuh?" Tuhan balik bertanya.
"Setinggi yang mereka mampu?"
orang itu bertanya "Ya."
jawabNya, "Muliakan Aku dengan pertumbuhan mu, setinggi yang engkau dapat capai."


Lalu orang itu pergi meninggalkan hutan itu, menyadari bahwa Allah tidak akan pernah menyerah terhadapnya.


Dan Dia juga tidak akan pernah menyerah terhadap Anda. Jangan pernah menyesali hidup yang saat ini Anda jalani sekalipun itu hanya untuk satu hari.
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Pusiiiinnnnggg...

Posted by tika at 1:04 PM 0 comments
I'm puzzled by my report. I can't handle it anymore. I feel frustration with it. God, help me how to face this. I really want to go out from here. I don't know if i have courage to ask. What should I do, dear God? I need Your help. I need Your hand to guide me, where to go. Do not leave me alone like this. Help me.

Monday, July 06, 2009

What happen to me???

Posted by tika at 4:49 PM 0 comments
I'm so sleepy today. I don't know why but i'm so so so so so so sleepy..

Thursday, July 02, 2009

finally.. Thank you God.. yeeaaahhh...

Posted by tika at 5:01 PM 0 comments
Finally all my reports were done. Prior to start working today, I've made statement to finish company operation monthly report before lunch and meeting report befor 5pm. And beyond belief i did the last report long before clock shows 5pm. Yeaahh, thankyou God. And now i'm going to go home. I want to take a rest and live my life today.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

getting fed up..

Posted by tika at 11:57 AM 0 comments
I don't know why, but i'm getting fed up with my job. I can't enjoy it anymore. Feels like i'm doing the same things everyday and i don't know why i must do all that things. Besides, there is nothing to achieve, work just as gone the rounds. I want to go out from this situation. Maybe for now, i cannot go out yet from this place, so that i hope i can't go out first from this circumstance and then from this office. Nothing i can do here. I know this is not me. I can't be the real me in here. God, please help me to do the right things. Guide me to find your way.

Friday, June 12, 2009

when it comes from here..

Posted by tika at 10:13 AM 0 comments
Sesuatu yang membuat kita kadang tak dapat menyangka bahwa semuanya itu ada dan mungkin ada.. segala hal terasa terjadi begitu saja tanpa tau arah dan tujuan akhirnya akan kemana. kita pun tak akan pernah tau mengapa segala hal di dunia ini harus terjadi sebagaimana mestinya itu harus terjadi. dan serta-merta terlupakan disaat yang lain datang silih berganti di dalam kehidupan yang tidak sempurna ini. mengukir suatu kata yang tak dapat dijelaskan maknanya sama sekali membuat kadang orang2 merasa bimbang dan tak akan mampu mengerti bisikan hati yang tak tertahankan lagi. namun seandainya penterjemah itu datang, seandainya dia benar2 ada dan hadir disetiap kesempatan dimana itu perlu, maka semuanya akan terkuak. terungkap secara gamblang semua makna yang terselubung selama ini. pikiranpun terus terbang kian kemari mencari inspirasi yang dapat memecahkan semua teori2 kehampaan yang tak tentu ada jawabannya. namun semua adalah hal yang harus dilihat dari sisi yang lain, mencoba mengarti kedalamaan hati dan pikiran, dan bertanya2 haruskah itu seperti apa yang kelihatan sekarang. mencoba memancing emosi2 yang tidak akan pernah terbit sebelumnya. ahh, semuanya hanya lah egoisme semata. membuat seseorang tidak bisa melihat lebih baik tentang orang lain karena tertutup kabut dan terselubung oleh kain keegoan. hem, mungkin memang semua harus diakhiri sampai disini sebelum semua semakin tak tentu ujungnya dan pangkalnya.
 

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